You look ahead and you see a face you didn’t recognize. You feel alone. You face everything alone. You realize that this life is to live alone. Awkwardly staring at the wall. Tears dripping down cheeks. No reason. No fear. Its you and you. Either you die or live, no one knows. You are the creator of your own ways. Keep it to your self. Your hands are cuffed. Your mouth is gagged. Once you speak, you will be jailed and will be made dumb.
You want isolation after telling your problems or freedom after struggling against your problems. Choice is in your hands.