Blogging after so many months. Today I realized something, something strange. The feeling of space, the hole-ness, the GAP. Today I realized that this GAP is actually which accelerates a person to dive into something. Today when I read my previous blogs, I realized I had need of something. I was feeling incomplete. There was a certain confusion. There was something missing.
Today, when I thought of blogging, I had same feeling of “Bay-basi”. But this time, I know Allah is with me. Allah never leaves HIS momin bandi. Allah never leaves someone who strives to be HIS. Today I am loving the feeling of Bebasi. Because today I am feeling the true Bay basi which I think every momin should feel. Bebas infront of Allah. Bebas in front of THE Creator. Bebas infront of the Kings of Kings. Bebas infront of the One who is the turners of heart.
Today I want to write the answer of WHO AM I? the answer is a Ghulam who is not an obedient Ghulam. A creature smaller than an ant. I am NOTHING. I am NO ONE. I am simply BAYBAS.