“A time comes in your life when you finally get it…when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere… the voice inside your head cries out…ENOUGH!
Enough fighting and crying and blaming and struggling to hold on. Then, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes.”
“Seeing the world through new eyes make you realize your intentions, your mistakes, and how much you have grown. How the world wants to be treated and how it should be treated. What you expected and what you got. Still the learning phase never ends. You turn back and see mistakes and experiences all over again. It continues till you die. And still when you are bound to recall your memory in the last minutes of your life, You see only regrets. Because you never did what you were obliged to do.
Okay so it is just a random post. I didn’t write for so long. I was missing my blog. I was missing writing. Like I didn’t quit writing but those words were not appropriate to be in public! 😀
Okay so Life is fast. You never know where it will lead you next moment. One wrong step and you can ruin your life and one more step and you can be in heaven. It is just unpredictable. You wish and again you wish. By the time God fulfills our wish; we already start wishing for something else. This is what human is “Always Unsatisfied”, always craving for more and more. We act like greedy, asking for more and more. Today this, tomorrow something else. This is what human nature is.
I wonder what actually wish is? An urge? A desire? An abstract feeling that goes with time. It is something we want badly and can do anything for it, can cross every limit for it. But by the time we get it, it looses its importance and becomes secondary for us. So, Can’t we say that wish is a desire for a particular “phase of life”? As soon as that phase ends, something else becomes important for us.
What I am noticing is that these all are just our “worldy wishes” in which nothing and no one is important. Everything looses its value one day. That day can be today or tomorrow.
“hazaroo khawahishain aese k her khawahish p dam niklaY
Buhat niklay meray armaan pher bhi kuch kaam niklay!”
You will always want more and more. Remember every wish gets over when you either get it or your phase gets over. Simple!
Okay I just realized I have written all about wishes. Let me name this “Unsatisfied Wishes” 😛
Close your eyes, breathe in, breathe deeply and slowly. Feel the air going from your nose in your chest then from your chest to the nose and out. Feel the breathe exiting your heart and listen the sound of breathe telling your heart that the pain will heal. It will replenish itself. It will endure all the pain without letting anyone know about it.
Curve your lips. Tell yourself you are your own best friend and you are the best in the world. Sometimes heaps and heaps of words can easily be hidden under the curve of lips. Those who try to uncover those words, do it anyway.
Everyone has their own priorities and you can’t do anything about it. Remember this world needs light. You can either be a shadow which adds the darkness or a light which can give a shadow.
Inhale all the pain and darkness inside and Exhale love out. To heal yourself and to heal the world. SMILE!
“When burdens are heavy on our shoulders and darkness is all we see, when the sun had set over our light of day, and dreams had to vanish within the pale sky, it’s just not over yet, gather up the ashes and look ahead, wipe away your tears, it’s not your fault”- Samar Saleh