Its my 2nd birthdaaayyy!

 

Okay so today it is not Wafa Tariq writing. It is this “blog” writing. Yes I know these typing hands are of Wafa Tariq, but this heart is of wordpress blog. I am going to write my feeling out today.

My owner forgot about my birthday. How rude? Her friend reminded her and she was like “OHH MYY GODD!” She was happy, sad and surprised. I was like “Dramaybaziaan band keroo Wafa Tariq. You didn’t wish me nor cuddled me or even said Thank You to me for being there with the-stubborn-always angry- YOU”

Whatever, I am thankful to her. She always fed me with her crazy articles. She shares so many articles privately and so many publicly. She taught me how to crawl and now I am able to walk too. She gave me “BEST YOUTH BLOGGER AWARD” and I handled her the award of “AUTHOR OF A STORY”. Though it is a short and tiny success. But I know she likes to have small small dreams to see them getting fulfilled. She likes to go step by step.

She calls me her best friend. I call her my wife because she always do “PATR PATR PATR”

She loves me. I love her.

I love youuuu. You love meeeee. We are a happy familyyyy ❤ ❤

Okay I know I have lost my mind. I am way too  “FAREG” . Yes, I forgot my blogs birthday but it doesn’t matter. I love him and he knows it ❤ … This blog gave me a lot! I don’t have words to describe but gradually I lost something too. I know there isn’t any fault of this blog. But yes, I do miss when I go through it. But it is a part of life maybe. Some day I have to accept the truth that it is not possible for everyone to understand you.  Someday I will gather courage to shut it down and start a new life. Someday! One day! Oh… it reminds me of enrique…
One day at a time
It seems so impossible

Hahah.. Well, This blog is addiction like my personal diary. I tried trillions of time to stop writing it. But after a month I again open it (-_-) .. because there are MAAAANNYY things I can’t write here. Writing those things here is like apnay paoo p kulhari marnaa … 😀 hitting hammer on your foot (okay I dun know it in English 😛 )

Okay I am tired. Bye.
Opss Happy Birthday once again Blog.. I love you shoo muccchhh! 🙂

I Turn ONE!

Yesterday my blog “MY WORLD” turned an year old. Yes! 19 February was my blog’s first birthday. Unfortunately, no one remembered it so I wished it myself from all my heart and soul. After all, the author is really proud of her blog!

Well, 19 February was the date when I posted my first article here and never looked back. This blog gave me a platform to express my views, my ideas and my feelings without anyone’s intervention. <At least not directly>

Through this blog I got many achievements and met many new people within the span of one year. This blog “My World” not only helped me in my personal life but also in my professional life. It actually proved to be MY WORLD. Through this platform, I became part of the Circles Magazine, BUMUN, and Cubes etc. My biggest achievement this year was BEST YOUTH BLOG AWARD OF PAKISTAN 2011. Many people helped and supported me to achieve this place and there were also who criticized and humiliated me to push me to prove myself and to write more.
My friend once said to me “Wafa when a person starts getting famous, he has to face many obstacles. Because there exist people who can neither do anything nor can they let anyone do anything. Be proud of yourself!”

These words echo in my ears whenever I face critical situations. Like after winning blog award, I got comments as “There is nothing in your blog which made you win!”, “It was based on likes that means fake judgment”, “Have you seen your writing?”
I kept my mouth shut because there was nothing to argue about. Majority knows that there are articles in my blog; my “likes” were stuck at 150 while others had 500+. Moreover, I have readers who read my blogs! Now call it my luck or my destiny, I HAVE THE AWARD!

As a writer, I represent the world as I see it. For me writing is important as my words speak imagination about the world. After writing for around one year I came to the conclusion that I am more complexed than I assumed myself to be.

Today after one year, I have a reader statistic of around 9,686.  I know it is not a big figure but it is more than enough for me. I categorized these readers into different segments.
1. LOYAL readers: These are those readers who read, comment, and appreciate not only on blog but through other means of communication too. <Example:  finding on Facebook and messaging about blog>

2. LOYAL AND IMPATIENT READERS: They read, seldom comment but appreciate. They find ways to meet me and appreciate me one to one.

2. JUST COMMENT AND RUN readers: They can also be known as Kam chalaoo readers because they usually read the last paragraph and assumes it to be complete article. So their focus is mainly on comments.

3. FORCED readers: Forced readers or Dhakka party are usually my own friends. These are those people who read whining but once they finish reading, they give me true feedback, criticize and teach me how to improve. These people are my KEY people who actually pushed me, then supported me, criticized and then taught me to write.
Most prominent of them are Hiba Shuja, Zainab Rajani, Mujtaba Hussain, Syeda Humaira Rashid and my sister MAdiha Faheem! They never leave any single moment to embarrass me! 😀

4. SILENT readers: They are quiet. They only visit to read without any suggestions, complements or criticisms.  Maybe some doesn’t have time to comment or they don’t want to let me know that they are following my blog. What so ever! I consider these readers to be handled really careful. ( I can’t mention names 😛 )

Well, people like Saba Bawa, Batool Jamil, Sana Anwer, Memona Safdar and Sunia Khalid can make anyone feel top of the world! Thanks a lot for coming finding me and appreciating me! I really felt very good!

In the end I would like to thank everyone who supported me or criticized me. Maybe without you people, I wouldn’t have been at this place where I am today. Thank you very much!

I loved words. I love to sing them and speak them and even now, I must admit, I have fallen into the joy of writing them. – Annie

 

Happy Birthday to me! – 26 October!

The day started worst because of sleepless night due to cough as a bed partner. The desperate need of toothpick to open my eyes and a patient soul to face those who didn’t wished me birthday on 12 am dot were the things I needed as a birthday gift early in the morning of 26^th October 2011.

Wafa Tariq with her bad mood in which she is known as “SARI HOI BENGUN” and with her “PHATTI HOI AWAZ” left home for university. I started to get birthday texts who didn’t wish me at night which included my CLOSEST SCHOOL FRIEND too who got “GALIAN” in reply instead of thanks! After forgiving her for the biggest sin she committed this year, I entered the university and got formal birthday wishes which seemed A PUNISHMENT for them to have ME as a birthday girl in their class! Fake smile on face and a fake handshake told the whole story.

There were some wishes in these FORMAL ONES which I badly wanted at 12 am but everyone has their own priorities and definitely I wasn’t their first priority! At first I showed some “friendly attitude” but then WHY-WOULD-ANYONE-CARE thing came up in my mind and I let things go the way they wanted to!

I gave my best in reciting NAAT at “BAHRIA AT A SNAP SHOT” which I am proud of. I at last succeeded to gather my courage to perform in front of around 500 people in auditorium. I just DID IT! And this one performance MADE MY DAY!

I had doubts about some surprises but I never thought it could be so huge! After my classes, I picked up gifted bouquet, my cards and my bag and got ready to ask everyone for dining out. But before I could ask, I was ORDERED to have lunch out with the group!

I was feeling bit down as my own group members weren’t complete on my birthday lunch, so what I could have expected from others?! The car stopped at Mcdonalds, which was again a shock for me as a venue to have lunch, but my friends turned out to be “BASTARDS”. There wasn’t only my group there but also half of the class with a BIG CHOCOLATE FUDGE CAKE with broken candles on it was there. All were singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAFA! with the cute red birthday caps on their heads.Not to forget about the topping of cake!!! the cream on the cake quoted “HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENGUN”!!!  Yes!! Unfortunately my friends didn’t leave me on my birthday too!

All people having red caps on their heads singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAFA made my lips grin WIDE! Though the surprise was expected, but some of the people there, were REALLY UNEXPECTED! We celebrated with all cake fights and lots of photographs. Most of the people left after the celebration but it was much more enough for me that they ATLEAST CAME!

Infact, hugs and kisses for those who kept their life at stake to attend my Birthday which includes Zainab, Rabab and Midhat … :D… LOADS OF LOVESS! 

The day didn’t end here! The rest of the people planned to have some PROPER LUNCH from PROPER PLACE! We went to KHAUSA where we took pictures and did fun. The lunch wasn’t that good but at least we tried something different.

After seeing ample time remaining to have fun, an idea hit my mind. Having group with you, a camera with you, car with you then why not to go for long drive?? We decided for sea-view to spend some time in cool and relaxing water. SO there we go! All packed, irritating and annoying each other reached the destination!

I took my shoes out and stepped on cool fine sand. Walked and walked across the fine heap of sand and touched the surface of cold and bit wet sand. Took some steps more and there comes the surface of water with its smooth and delicate touch on feet. The excitement of water touching you can’t be summed up in words ….so leave!

After absorbing all the excitement in, I turned for my new task that was HORSE RIDING! Yes! I never did horse riding and hence today I experienced one more new thing of my life!
Photographs were all in run between the funs. The best moments at sea-view started when we all decided to take five minutes out to walk ALONE for OURSELVES. To think about ourselves and to inhale the calm surrounding of the evening of 26^th October. 

After walking some minutes, I quoted my written poetry
“SAHIL KI HAWA JAB SAMANDAR SAY TAKRATI HAI…
AWAZ ATI HAI AOO TOOFAN MAY”
No one understood it and asked me to give them their time. So I decided to remain quiet.

Before leaving the area, we met a kid while getting in the car. The expressions of that kid, the talkings, and the laughs were also one of the unforgettable moments of my day! But unluckily, my camera battery got low and I couldn’t capture the SPECIFIC expressions of that boy! But the kid of hardly ten years of age was another memorable part of my birth day!

Now, I was getting very sleepy and the traffic was very jam! So just to force myself not to sleep, I cleared my throat by singing all CHIPORAY songs such as “ CHAMAK CHALO”, “DARLINGG!” etc followed by some nice slow songs such as “addicted” , “words-boyzone” etc. On the other hand, we were having a SAAS BAHU PLAY in car at which I was giving background music! It was fun!

Yes! IT WAS FUN!- MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY!

Thanks to all- Hiba SHuja, Abdul ALeem, Uzair Akhtar, Zainab, Amna AShfaq, Mhd. Talha for planning so much things for me and bearing PEOPLE’s attitude and hurting your egos just for me! I seriously admire you all!
Though the plan of not wishing me was PATHETIC! but after all the funs I can say that IT WAS FUN TOO! 🙂

Like the previous birthday, I got many memories store in my diary, but the major differences between both the birthdays are the people, the surrounding, the environment, the COMFORT ZONE! and believe me it was MILLION TIMES BETTER THAN PREVIOUS ONE!

Thanks to those who wished me through facebook or texts or calls or through any means! Thanks for remembering and taking out time to wish!

And a note to some special people: Thanks for showing your F****G attitude!- MEMORIES NEVER DIE! and a kind warning- MESS WITH ME BUT NoT  WITh MY FRIENDS!- Thank U!